Having such an awful week already. My weekend was just full of bullshit. And today had just sucked. I hate (I’m not sure I know anyone who actually enjoys it but) being made to feel like youre completely worthless to someone you’ve given up your life and done so much for. I fucking deserve so much better. All I wanna do is be happy, and in love and enjoy our time as a family and as a couple but having us around is too much of an inconvenience for you and your so called friends who take president over us any day of the week. I hate that ill have to tell my son one day that daddy didn’t love us enough to stick around and be what we need him to be. I feel like ass.